I'm so frustrated with my face. It's like when my face is quite clear, there always has to be this one huge painful pimple somewhere. Then after when this pimple clears and my face is starting to look better, more come to attack. ARGHHHHHH! *annoyed growl*

I mean, fine, I give it to my body that I just have to have pimples. But why must they freaking hurt like mad?! Then because I have painful pimples, I can't wash my face as clean as I should have. Then, more pimples outbreak. BLEH.

I really missed the times when I had no pimples to worry about. I remember when I got my first pimple, I was 11. It outbroke at the most awkward of all places. It was between my eyebrows, on my forehead. .-. So when it got red and all, I became an Indian (no racial insults meant, honest!). And my friends all laughed at me. Being fair-skinned is not that all good. When you get pimples they can be seen easily. When you have eyebags and dark circles, they are amplified. And you get irritating dark spots/moles that just becomes darker. Honestly, I don't even know how these moles even come about. They just appear without me even realizing. My mom used to have quite a lot of moles on her face. But she went to get them removed by laser. Lucky her. Now my mom's really pretty. :D (Not that she wasn't pretty before getting her moles removed)

Why didn't I get my mom's skin? ): Her face is pretty clear, only the occasional tiny pimples. But still she looks pretty! I love my mom a lot. HEHE. Although sometimes she can be quite naggy/annoying. But that's what moms do.

I found this picture which I took as part of doing my passport photo thing.


I wished my face was at least this clear! If I had like the guts, money, and know-how, when my face maintains clearness in the future, I would definitely get rid of like dark spots/freckles/moles on my face. Especially the mole on my chin and 2 freckles/dark spots on my forehead. I didn't have them when I was younger... I also didn't have those on my cheeks but they're not too obvious when I see myself in the mirror.

I don't know why my wrist's hurting. Feels like some kind of a sprain although I don't see how that could happen. And I need to get more active! GOSH. Eating lesser doesn't help. ): I've already been trying to not eat carbs for lunch and rice for dinner but it's not helping much. SIGH.

OH WELL. I'm so nervous tomorrow; I hope I don't freak out and be a scaredy cat and just forget about it.