Hey look, look! NEW profile picture! *gasp* And look, look! It's some cute Jap-looking girl! :O

Just playing around. *sigh* I think I started this whole blog thing as a therapeutic device for me to learn to express myself creatively. But doesn't seem to help now. OH WELL.

School's starting in a week's time. And I am super nervous that I could shit in my pants. I don't really like school. WHY MUST WE GO TO SCHOOL? Now, I have loads of PACE work to study for, and I'm nervous for that. It's like spamming my memorizing ability. GOSH. But I really try my ultimate best to motivate myself that if I finish this whole school thing fast enough, I can have a really nice sweet break after. :D Maybe do things I like to do WITHOUT worrying of any homework and shit stuffs. Or, I could get a temporary job. You know, see how work force is like. And I can actually sleep with a peace of mind.

But then, reality will slowly hit me. I should be going to uni soon. And what am I supposed to do at uni? I have no freaking idea. And that, my friends, is what stumps me most. So what now? Do I still have the motivation to finish school as fast as possible and to hit the dead end of not knowing what I would do in uni? If I finish school slowly, I won't have to face the reality of choosing what to do at uni BUT I will suffer every single day. :O

And then next year, I will be 18. So old already! And years will pass by, and soon I will be in my 20's. My gosh.

And instead of me studying, here I am procrastinating and getting distracted by the world of the internet. Well done, Charissa.