HEYA, so I've just been to the doctor's today. And we've already decided on the operation date. It'll be on the 14 November. So fast yeah? But I suppose it's better to get it over and done with, it'll be done sooner or later so why the wait? Might make me more anxious. :O I think the operation will last for 1 and a 1/2 hours, so it ain't that long. I hope that it doesn't hurt that much once the anesthetic wears off. :/ And the scar, I wonder how long it'll big. It'll be a MPFL reconstruction, not a biggie really. But it'll be real gross in real life. YUCKS. I'm not up for this kind of "grotesque" things. *shakes head*

I hope it'll help really, so that I can go back to sports. But I'm not sure if I'm going to do the right side in the future. Cause if it helps for the left and I do the right side too, I'll definitely regain the confidence to jump/run and do loads of stuffs. So I'm really praying that it helps for the left, and I can do for the right... But it'll be costly for the right to be done too, moreover when it came out once only. But I just got this fear, you know? ): But seriously the worse thing to happen if it reoccur on the left side post-surgery. I think I'll be devastated. .-.

I'm also hoping that I can bring along my com there. :D HEHE. I know patients aren't supposed to bring valuables but I'll be sooooooooo bored. X.X And there's no teevee either for B2. Staying in a room with old ladies. :OOOO I'm assuming it'll be old ladies because I'm assuming that I'll be staying in an orthopedic ward where assumingly, old ladies had operation done or recovering from fractures. I mean, normally in hospital, there'll be old people right? Unless it's like the maternity ward where there'll be younger people.

I think the weird thing is like I'm supposed to bathe with this antiseptic like bath and shampoo thing before the day of operation and in the morning of the operation. I'll show you:
But like if I wear clothes after my bath then won't I be dirty again? O.O

Oh yeah, I was just thinking about it. I think they have to shave my knee area. LOLS! Then it'll be like one patch hairless. XD SO FUNNY. Okay, good excuse to use for shaving my legs now. Mummy doesn't allow me. Is it that bad? o.O

Okay I think that's enough already. I shall wait till the day comes. I'd better do more exercises to build up my muscles. It'll be such a waste if it shrank again. ): ALL MY HARD WORK GONEEEEEEE!

Buh-byes. :D