Come on.

I mean, I've been watching the scales when I go to the doctor's and it's seriously going up by a lot. ): I even have this growth chart you know! (Except that the height part of the growth chart doesn't make any difference anymore.) A little bit of weight gained, alright, I can accept that. But when it hits 50kg, something must be done! ._. I mean, since I was 13-15, I have never ever ever hit 48kg. It's like starting from May onwards, my weight has been going up (and away! :DDDDDDDDDDD).

Maybe (maybe only!) if you look at me, you might still think, "You're not fat what! AIYO!" I don't know, but the scales say the opposite. And it's not really because I'm some thin-crazed girl who wants to be super skinny or anything, but it's because of my legs. I mean if I really put on A LOT of weight, I doubt they can bear all that. ._.

And I can't do much about it because I can't run like other people so I guess the only way would be my freaking diet.

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MY FOOD! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! D:

I'm a food crazy person and I will admit that I'm a glutton to a certain extent, and I really cannot tolerate not eating my food. ): Sometimes when I'm out and I tell mummy I want to eat (which doesn't mean I'm HUNGRY), she will like restrict me.

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Oh well, this sucks. This is the first time in my life that I have to actually put myself on a diet. But no, against my morals, I will not starve myself for goodness sake. That's really dumb. -.- I will just go on an apple diet which actually is eating an apple before every meal. Simple as that. (: Let's see how it goes. *cross fingers*

Well anyway, mummy bought this cute little doggy for me from those machines in Toy'R'us and it comes with this scary looking baby. I didn't get the doggy I wanted though. WHY?! (Just kidding. :D) They're really really tiny so I had my BABY finger next to it for comparison. (:

And also, mummy bought for me this pink streak of fake hair which is really cool. I had always wanted to like dye one or two streaks of pink hair but since dying is such a pain in the ass, fake hair will do. :D

Oh oh oh, and while looking around the Sinma shop, I found this hairband with fake bangs! So cute! But when I wore it, I look sorta cheena like. AW MAN! Maybe it's because the hair looks really fake (it was all really shiny and BLACK ._.)... SELF-DECEPTION! HAHAHAHAHAS. I still don't dare to cut bangs thought I'm very tempted to. VERY VERY tempted to. (:

So I guess this is really it. I mean, what else is there to say? o.o I think it's enough blabbing for today.

LALALALALA.