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I have been thinking recently that is it possible that I might have attention-deficit disorder (ADD)?

I mean, one thing's for sure, I have a really short attention span and I really cannot play a game for so long, because I will be bored after a while, so normally, I will like quit halfway while playing online games or not continuing MMORP (?) games at all.

And I really have to play with my fingers when I have nothing in my hands to hold.

And according to supposed symptoms of the inattentive type,

Often has trouble keeping attention on tasks or play activities
Often does not seem to listen when spoken to directly
Often has trouble organizing activities
Often avoids, dislikes, or doesn't want to do things that take a lot of mental effort for a long period of time
Often loses things needed for tasks and activities
Is often easily distracted
Often forgetful in daily activities
Struggles to follows instructions
Have difficulty processing information as quickly and accurately as others
Daydream, become easily confused, and move slowly
Become bored with a task after only a few minutes, unless doing something enjoyable
Frequently switch from one activity to another

Source: Wikipedia (I know it's "unreliable" but heck care.)

WOW. I know some were pretty repetitive, in a way. But I realised, this is ME. I'm like this. I'm slow in comprehending things, that's why I'm a slow learner. I need to learn again things at home because I can't get it the first time in class, while on the other hand, my peers understood it very well. And I don't like doing something that I don't like doing for such a long time, hence switching to other forms of activities.

And I'm definitely forgetful and am easily confused. I think my seniors would remember me as that blur girl. :O Because I'll be always going like "huh?" And when someone talks to me, whether it is serious or not, their words just seem to go in one ear and go out the other. I'm sorry! And if you asked me what I had remembered from what someone had said, I would have just the minimal information which was most probably made up. :/

And another thing to add, if there is something in my hand, I will play with it until it spoils. Like for an example, if there is a piece of plastic (like from an empty packet of tissue), I will pull it, tear it, poke it until it's all ruined, and then I'll throw it away. .-. And other stuffs too of course.

Now I know why.

Why I'm like this.

And this makes me feel special.

And I like it. :D

No.

I love it. ♥

I love it that I'm a really special inattentive girl. ^^

Wonder who else realised that. ._.

And if he/she cared or bothered.

And if he/she appreciated and cherished me.

For who I am.

To all the other special ADD people out there. :D

P.S. Even though I had not been clinically diagnosed, I would still like to think this of myself, even if it might be a DISORDER which people might think would be ABNORMAL but heck care, I like to think that of myself and I give a shit of what others think. At least I'm special, so don't get jealous. (:

And I might not be pretty. .-. (this is random.) Hahahahaha. XD

Sunday, October 17, 2010 ♥ 11:39 PM

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