Even though I wake up kinda late and stuffs, I really think it's not because I'm some dumb lazy pig, but rather I'm stuck in my dreams.

Pretty scary huh?

Most of the time, I cannot really remember my whole dream. And even if I can remember one significant scene, it will pop into my mind later part of the day. As for the rest of the "scenes", because I had forgotten about them, they will also pop into my mind. Instead, they seem like memories. I'm serious!

Due to that, I often get lost between my dreams and reality. It's like things I had done in my dreams appear to become memories to me. Then I get confused whether or not it was real or not and it's really hard to differentiate because it's so VIVID.

I think my mind might just run away from me one day.

And I might get lost in my dreams.

And I can't tell what's real and what's not.

I think that's scary.

But at least it's only part of my dreams and not in real.

When I'm going to sleep, like being half asleep and half awake, sometimes I do hear voices. Like someone is talking to me but I can't seem to comprehend a single word. But the moment I shake myself awake which seems more like a sudden jolt, the voice disappears.

I wonder what would happen if these voices become real.

I might just lose my mind.

For good.

:D