Are you one of those people in a crowded train who will rush like some mad kiasu aunty for a seat which has just been labelled "empty"? (meaning someone just left the seat.)

I hope not.

I really can't stand people like that. But unfortunately my mummy is one of them. *sighs* And she rushes for the seat for me if I'm with her. (yes i know my knee.) (even if i'm not with her, she rushes for the seat too.) I tell her no, but she will have this angry look and say sternly my name. "CHARISSA!" How embarrassing, uhhhh! Not that I'm embarrassed of my own mother but still...

Sometimes if I get on an empty train, if there is an empty seat, I will sit. But if not, I'll just stand. Simple as that. No point rushing for a seat, do you know how silly that looks? (even rushing for a train too.) I mean, even if my knee isn't as strong as a normal person, I definitely do not want to be deemed as handicapped or something. I still have two legs, not as strong, but good enough to stand for like as long as anyone else can. So why not stand in the train?

So, I'll normally choose to stand rather to sit and if I do sit, I'll avoid the darker coloured seats. (the reserved ones.) But with my mummy, there's no way that I'll be given a choice to choose to sit or stand, because the definite choice would be sit at ALL COST. (oh my goodness.)

But when it comes to buses, it's totally different. I really have a fear of taking buses actually. Well not taking the bus itself but standing in it. So whenever there's an available seat, I would sit, not rushing for it though. But when it's necessary, I WOULD give up my seat to an elderly person, a young child, a pregnant mother or a parent carrying a child, (considering the fact that my mummy isn't with me.), if I do notice. (cause sometimes I would be staring into space in my own world and not notice the people around me.)

Just decided to write about this cause I gave up my seat in the bus to a child today. (: (am i repeating myself? like did i write this before? don't know stm.)

And I really don't know what the outside people (i mean strangers) think about this knee brace I'm wearing. Maybe they think it's like some sports stuff or something else, I don't know. But seriously, they shouldn't stare look at it like I'm some weirdo. (even though I am.) I don't mind if they look, feeling concern because I too do look at special people and feel concern for them and really hope they are okay.

And just remembering this incident in the train last year. I was going home from Robotics practice or something at Science Center and had to carry a box of lego pieces. Unfortunately, it was knocking off time for the adults so I had to stand all the way through. Until this kind lady who was sitting offered me a seat, seeing that I was wearing a knee brace and was most probably "injured" and needed to sit. I said "no thanks, it's okay" and smiled throughout the ride. I mean people like her can make my day seriously. Out of the don't know how many people sitting down on all the occasions that I stand during my journey on the train, she's the first person to actually offer me a seat. The rest are just plain selfish. (i reckon.) God Bless her. It's the thought that counts.

People should be more considerate. This reflects your character and how you've been brought up. Like DUHHHHHH!

Once, I was standing in the train, I saw this young couple who were sitting in the darker coloured seats (aka the reserved seats). And, there was this PREGNANT lady literally standing in front of them. Oh my goodness. The couple didn't even bother to give up their seats but instead were quite intimate with each other. I really felt like slapping their stupid lovey-dovey faces.

When I mean slap people's faces I don't literally mean it. It just describes my anger. (i wouldn't even dare too. too coward.) So don't get offended and leave with an impression that "Charissa is such a violent person, slapping people's faces, tsk tsk tsk."

I'm too nice to to that. (: (halo above my head.)

Sometimes I wonder to myself who would actually read this chunk of shit. I bet whoever comes across this (if there is anyone in the first place) would be like "GAHHS! CHUNKS OF WORDS! GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE!" (IMOH i really hate chunks of words because my eyes aren't capable enough to read, they will jump about. like rabbits. *boink boink* ahh, i'm crapping again.)

That's why I have to paragraph my words if not I would not even know what I'm writing. SHEESH.

There's this guy from FB who added me. I don't even know him and we don't even have any mutual friends. He said he was looking for his friend but couldn't. I guess we shared the same name so he added me. Kinda weird but it's true. So we messaged and stuff and he said I looked sweet. (i was like SERIOUSLY? i think i look shitty. *pukes*) If he didn't have a girlfriend I would think he is a chikopek preying on young girls. Maybe he was just being nice. Yeah, that's it. (: Hope he's not reading this cause I linked my blog on FB. (whooops.) Hahas, so no offence.

I guess that's it. Nothing random in my mind now.

This is a real place and I have no idea why that chair is there. Kinda creepy huh?

Byes. :D

I think I kinda get distracted while blogging which explains the long amount of time I take to blog.

And I wanna professional camera but it's too expensive. ):

ilikemacro.