sacrificing study time for recuperation is fine with me, but the choir concert? oh my goodness. X.X and poland trip? seriously, i wanna die if i don't recover soon. (let you know why later.)

as far as my short-term memory can go, it started last wednesday. (i think)

so i was sneezing during MEP, and miss lau was saying that there was a proper way of sneezing cause her friend broke his vocal chords. *shivers* and you know what? that day, my throat started becoming no good. dang.

so yeah, occasional sneezing blahblah over the next 2 days. (my throat still wasn't too good)

and friday. oh boy.

skipped choir because i had to go for hydrotherapy. it was fun though, cause there were only 3 patients in total so we got like the whole pool to ourselves and of course the attention of the hydrotherapist. and PLAY time. :D (not really playing actually). but it was fun because i could swim around SITTING on a noodle floaty. how cool is that? balancing skill 100% :D (lameeee you.)

then i bathed there and met mummy. slight occasional sneezing. went to see if i could get any clothes at this fashion, paya labar for the trip. okay.

on a side note: i am totally allergic to clothes and i will sneeze until my nose drops out when i try on clothes.

yups, i guess you know what happened. i was sneezing like some mad piggy in the changing room. and i only bought one top and a blouse which wasn't not related to the poland trip. -.- (how nice eh?) the other clothes didn't suit me. :O

anyway, i was still sneezing after getting out of the crazy place. achoos here, achoos there. oh well. :/

then it STRUCK me. the fever.

so i had a stupid fever on that day. next day got up, totally unwell. no strength, body aching, hot-cold feeling. totally uncomfortable. it sucked.

and i had to sleep away my saturday because of this. ):

fever is being contained right now, gotta take the panadol when i start feeling feverish, because if i don't, i will get it again. i'm not kidding you know.

well anyway, the cough is still on, the sneezing too. and now, it seems like there had just been a forest fire in my house. every breath i take is like SMOKE. maybe that's partly the reason why i'm coughing, tearing, and having the runny nose.

it just sucks.

and now my voice is on the brink of disappearing from the face of the earth. i really hope it comes back home soon.

cause i can't sing now. ): this is super sad. ): and it's not like i misused my voice and made this happen. no. it's the stupid fever+flu+forest fire-thing.

gahhs! and the concert's this thursday. THURSDAY! i tried singing a bit. bo xia (no sound). okay, it only made it worse. lip sing? ):

gahhhs! ):

and the most ironic thing is..

i dreamed last night that i was singing. yes. and i even reached a super high note. oh my goodness. and i even dreamed i was eating candy. oops~ xD

haii.. only time can heal it now. can't do much. ): ): ):

and thank goodness i don't have any presentations to do. can you imagine? me? speaking in a voice like this?

tests+projects+crapstuffs. why do i feel so busy? oh yes, right. i'm a slow worker. think slowly, act slowly.

i seriously can't wait for poland trip, hopefully that'll calm me down a bit. (or maybe make me even more anxious.)

i wish i can enjoy school again. ):

i dread going to school now.

shucks.

how many more years do i need to study?

i think i should go get myself a time machine.


shall shove all the words aside, pics. :O