:D back to blogging, though i don't have the mood now. school's been really really busy and like my results are like shit.

then i'm like really scared for the JCTs (june common test) which is like just right after the june hols. oh mannnn! and like i'm really scared for all my subjects, especially LA (language arts), MEP (music elective programme) and my humanities. i really hate hate writing essays and i'm really scared for my LA and MEP essay! i feel like shit. oh my goodness. X.X

and i can only complain and rant here. but what's the use, it won't change the fact. it won't change reality. so now i'm like scared of school, so much different from last time when i actually ENJOY school. serious, i did ENJOY school before. but now, what's there to enjoy? and it's really hard to have enough energy to do your work (just doing your work, not even counting studying for tests), because i go home very late. earliest would be like 5pm, and latest would be at 9pm. how sucky is that?

and then you're tired, you don't have the energy, you're uncertain of your work, you do the work slower and eventually, you sleep late. like real late. :O and now because i'm so scared, i'm even scared of sleeping. i actually don't dare to sleep at night.

living in fear every day, stressed (pimples start coming *sulks*), break downs.

i seriously don't know what i look forward to now. there's absolutely nothing i look forward to. i used to look forward to school, it was my motivation. but now? *SIGHS*

i suppose there's nothing for me to blog because i don't have a life now. i had wanted to actually collect all the fb wall messages of my birthday wishes and thank everyone here, but i don't have the time to do so.

okay, real late i know. thanks to those who wished me happy birthday. :D cause it's really touching because this is the first time so many people wished me. (even if you didn't remember it on purpose)

well, conclusion, FB is really a good networking site. *thumbs up* but other than adding friends and updating my status, or the checking on FB once in a while, i don't use FB. (: oh well.

anyway, happy birthday di. :D and mummy (tomorrow). i think birthdays' now aren't such a big hooha anymore. :O

byes. :D