looks good eh? (: spread some butter and sprinkled it with sugar with a topping of cheese. :D you should try it, though the cheese part can be skipped because the combination tasted a wee little weird. but since i'm a weirdo i had the cheese in it. hahahahahs. ♥ hope you're not looking at this on an empty stomach. :P

been watching 海派甜心 or Hi My Sweetheart and i think it's pretty good - funny, touching and a little meaningful at the same time. (me like.) i sometimes envy the female leads in these kind of dramas.

they're pretty, slim, cute, and other stuffs that any girl would like to have. and always, there's this really good-looking, cute guy after her. sometimes more than one. and it's like they don't need to study, every day have fun in their drama lives. how fun. ^^

and sometimes i tell myself this: if i were to have a relationship (if i were to even have one.), i want it to be just the same in those dramas. (:

but it'll never be possible. no.

and i start looking at it in a charissa's perspective.

"what does a couple do? i mean, it's so boring. just be together. eeeeeee.. talk? just talk? so boring sia! even talk also in the end will have nothing to talk about. i don't understand sia! so boring! go out together, enjoy each other's company and talk, talk, and talk. i'd rather have a relationship with my com!"

maybe i'm still too "young" to understand what it's all about. already i can't stand mushy scenes in a show.. you know, the kissing parts. i'll feel all urghhh~~ (charissa's way).

but then i tell myself again: no guy will like you, even if there is, he won't understand you, he won't.

byenow. (: