but i must say, i can throw pretty straight balls. (: but i have big problems when i'm not right at the center of the hoop. (meaning at angles) i can't throw from angles. ): but hey, not everybody can throw straight balls right? (right right?)

halfway while i was playing, i suddenly heard my name from the football court. (turned my head.) saw a guy waving at me. i looked for a while. my eyesight isn't so good (weak muscles) so i can't see so clearly when it's far away. but it took me a while to know who it was. my ex-classmate. (: he never changed. didn't expect that he would be there. and didn't expect him to call my name. didn't expect him to even remember my name. (but of course i remember his.)

i kinda miss the days when i sat next to him. and one thing that i envied him was that his handwriting is super neat. neat not like very straight or anything, but it's neat with style de. 很好看. even nicer than girls' de. and it was so much fun. (actually the whole group made it fun. [last time in primary school, is sit in groups de.])

after playing, went back home and rest again.

need to wait so long for daddy to cook dinner. the crabs were not too bad. didn't eat too much for fear my tummy can't take it. and now it's starting to feel uncomfortable already.

okay, so that's the end of the day. (almost) time for random writing.


one BIG reason why i detest waking up is that:

all my joints become out of place. no serious. so i would be cracking almost every single one of them. sometimes they crack on their own. but some wouldn't go back so it hurts. ): the joints which hurt the most when they crack on their own is the shoulders, elbows and hips. funny places for them to crack. hips? o.o i doubt many people's hips would be able to crack.

mine moves out of place and i can feel it when i walk. it's pretty uncomfortable and pain at the same time. it's like when a hip is sorta not in the right place, it will move a lot compared to the other normal one. sometimes it's my back that is affecting the hips so it would be like:

back -> hip -> thigh -> knee -> walking. (the chain cylce, if you can understand.)

and sometimes it would go up.

back -> shoulder -> arm -> fingers -> movement.

okay, if you don't understand, 算了. (: it's alright. (cause at the moment i have no idea what random message i am conveying to whoever is reading right now.)

but the worse thing to go out of place is the knee. (especially the left one.) when it's out of place right, there would be lots of pain. yups. and i would have to crack the knee (by extending and bending my leg.) and can feel the movement back into place de. pretty scary i know. it's scary cause i'm scared that if i don't put it back into place while i still can, it might just pop out. ): ): ):

i think sometimes mummy is being unreasonable with me and the com. i know i've been updating tweets but they take less than a minute to do so. and for the whole day i haven't really been using the com. ):

morning: go out
afternoon/evening: play bball
night: dinner/tv

and what? di have been using the com ever since he came home from tuition. so unfair. (this is a living example of bias-ness.) oh come on lahh. use the com for about an hour and she's giving me the black face. -.-

and some more she's going to keep away my com. oh please lahh. what do you want me to do now? rot at home and be a dead corpse when you return from work? go out also monitor. use com also monitor. used to be a tv-addict and stopped now. and if i return back to the tv, are you going to monitor me also?

next time would be: go school also monitor. come back home also monitor. eat my meals also monitor. bathe also monitor. (eww.) sleep also monitor. then might as well be me. .-.

i don't have the mood to do anything now. being monitored by your parents when you go out just kills the joy of it. it's like even going down to play bball also cannot. then what you want me to do?

already during school days she kept my ds, thinking that i would play and not concentrate. but how old am i? i am big enough already aren't i? if i have homework to do, won't i be too busy to even play? ):

i detest my life now.

if she really is going to take away my com, i'm going to sleep whole day and show her how dead i can be. no life de. no meh? don't go out. don't go online. don't do stuff. every day stay at home. isn't that what she want me to be?

(sorry for spoiling the mood. but i felt that i should let it out.)

feeling so much better already. (:

if i had offended you in any way by the few paragraphs up there, i'm sorry. (: but i just feel that parents ought to learn to trust their children and give them more freedom. the more they control, the more they tend to rebel. (unfortuately, i don't.)

and from my own personal experience, i'm going to take care of my future children in a way that they wouldn't detest. (:

that's all folks! (lols!) thanks for the listening eye. (ear.) XD

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i forgot to post this. :X