i'm here! ._.

i just don't know why, the days have been passing by faster and faster as the exams draw nearer. is this some kind of weird exam phenomenon? and as the days pass by faster, charissa has been wanting to sleep even more, and not study. how can!

._. i have totally no mood to study already. it's so unlike me. i know "must perservere!", but i'm tired already.

why in the world did humans created examinations? (to kill mugging students like us. :O)

so for now, whatever i'll be memorising would all be very vague. not as well-memorised as the previous tests. cause charissa's memory space has a limited capacity.

but i keep fearing the worst case scenarios during the exams. like i don't even know how to do the questions. and stuff.

today's (thursday) canteen is pathetic. 3 stalls closed. so there was a long line for the remaining ones. and i ate cai fan. and the amount of rice they gave was like so little sia! (it's like half or less than what i normally eat?) and furthermore, today had PE! used up quite a fair bit of energy to play basketball le. what i was looking forward to was a meal that would be filling. but this? anyway, had to buy a drink. and tired the sparkling apple juice. (carbonated) and that totally filled me up.

made me burp. :X

went to look for ms ng after school, other classmates also went. and we spammed her! muahahahahas!

and i must say, today is like the most accomplished day for me. (as a girl.) i didn't even re-tie my hair at all. from morning till like i came home at 4+? (: and moreover it's a PE day. (: okay lahh, actually i wanted to re-tie cause after PE all wet and messy. but then was too busy to tie. XD

didn't like the relief teacher which came in during english. kays, cause i haven't done finish my comprehension (which was supposed to be done), so i did during english. took 25 mins. so i was so sian-ed by the paper, and had to move on to do the summary (and the passage is seriously boring), i didn't feel like doing it at all. so i just lied on the table for a while and somehow, randomly talked to annabel about tablet pcs. and we moved on to eyes. so we were talking (for a while only!) and the relief teacher came.

R.T : "where's your work?"
(i had no idea who she was talking to, just continued lying.)
annabel showed hers, and i realised it was us she was talking to and showed her my comprehension.

R.T: (to me) "where's your summary?"

me: showed her a blank foolscap paper.

R.T: "what have you been doing for the past 25 mins?"

me: "oh cause i hadn't done finish my comprehension and did it just now. and i had just completed it......"

R.T: "that is not an excuse!"

(oh and i suddenly forgot what's our end conversation le. :X paiseh!)

but what i'm trying to say is that she was just being unreasonable, and used that "fierce" tone. ahhs, i'm not scared of her. felt like just talking back but didn't. (:

what i think of relief teachers like her is that they are inferior to us! muahahahahas! that's right, they are actually very inferior. so using, a "fierce" tone is so to "control" us, but i think she failed. "but after all, you're just a relief teacher, what can you do to us? hmmm?" (:

and i have a broken skin/blister/cut/don't know what thing on my toe. it hurts!

and i've just realised something very weird. (about me)

kays, i clenched both my fists and compare the 2 hands together, looking at the knuckles. and it seems that my right fist, baby finger seems to be much lower than my left fist. i don't know how to explain it here. but in anyway, it's just different from my left. oh wait, or is it my left fist is different from my right? O.O

nothing le. back to studying. (:

oh and jiayous to those having their exams right now. remember that God is with you. (: and be calm by this assurance. ^^ jiayous!