i'm scared that i'm getting a fever? idk. always like this de. every time when it's due for the chinese tests/exams, i'm always not feeling well. which means that i do worse cause i can't concentrate. not fair! like super suay lahhh. *pouts* (no wonder my chinese always do so badly de. lols, just an excuse only)

had a weird dream quite long ago. just wanted to write it down. kays, i was dreaming about some stuff before this part. but i could only remember this part. the dream's background was just like grey or something? nothing around. but, i remembered seeing a ladder. which on top was a painter. and a black cat in the distance. i have no idea why, but i just walked under the ladder, and at the same time, the black cat ran across me. O.O

then, it just felt like the ladder came closer to me i don't know. maybe i fell backwards and the ladder fell onto me or something? idk. then the painter was like laughing at me. and he said, "hahahahahahas... (continuous) bad luck for seven years~" and the moment he mentioned seven years, the paint bucket next to him sorta fell and it changed to a big 7 (3d) which was made out of those glitzy things? i don't know how to describe but the i can remember how it looked like. oragnge-y. :O

i have no idea why i had this dream. like i don't really believe in this bad luck things. you know, like you do something then you would have bad luck for how many years.

crappy dream. haii, me and my weird dreams.

i'm really dead for maths and e.lit tests tomorrow.

maths, should be can bahhs. just cross fingers and sit for the maths paper. (oh, and don't forget to pray to God that i would remember what i've memorised! :D)

for e.lit. gosh, i'm freaking scared about that test lahh. like i did super badly for the essay (the beautiful flower). 15/25. crap! and it's like worse than last year's. even though last year wasn't good already. (17/25)

so scared can. and like when i look around the class, see everyone very 轻松 doing notes, especially in big chunks, i feel worse. :O and i suppose the majority (so far, when i asked my classmates) is going to do about themes, (have more things to write about) which i didn't really do notes on it. cause i don't know how.

but maybe i'll be doing on the character analysis but i do wish it would be on Lee. ): made so much notes on her. not really a lot, but at least more than the other characters. ._.

eeks!

going to sleep now.

mixed feelings. (: ):

(: cause i want sleep! ^^

): cause sleeep = less time to study

but i need sleep, don't want fall sick before chinese test on thursday.

just gonna impromptu on the spot read through notes and do the questions, scared not enough time!

i'm an excessive worrier. ):

kays, ending off here~ going to get that sticky pad thing you put on your forehead to lower your temeperature.