ladiladilas~

hey charissa! aren't you supposed to be in school or something? why are still at home using your computer? O.O

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well? i need an explanation from you. orhhhhh i know. you pon-ed school. orh-horrrr~ *tsk tsk*

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(gonna practice descriptive, lols. not going to be the best of what i can do cause i can't be bothered much

this morning felt like any other morning, or so i thought. the moment i woke up, i felt that something wasn't right. fear struck my heart. i was staring into blank space, unmoved. i attempted to get out of bed, but something prevented me so - a sharp, piercing pain in my ribs. "oh maybe i'm still dreaming," i thought, but little did i know that it was no dream, maybe a nightmare in reality.

the many times i attempted to get out of bed, i was held back by the pain. "it can't possibly be a dream," i thought again, to which i was right. every breath i took was torture, the pain was simply excruciating, even slight movements from other parts of my body aggravated the pain further. i was left alone, stuck in an awkward position, the same one which i woke up with.

frantic thoughts raced through my mind. "are my ribs fractured? am i going to die? why do i have to go through this? ..." i did not really understand what i was going through, after all, i had just been aroused from my deep slumber. my heart pounded hard, its beats so fast i could hardly catch up with it.

i felt like a helpless soul, i could do nothing except to hold tight onto my ribs which seemed to help relieve the pain and pray to God. i felt like dying.

my father came into the room for the millionth time to wake me up. after knowing the condition i was in, he called my mother in. being a nurse and having a lot of medical knowledge especially in the field of injuries, my mother was worried stricken. i was constantly asked by her if i could breathe properly, in fear that my lungs might have collapsed.

i could only endure the pain, wincing at the slight movements i made. as the pain persistently got me down, i was already immune to it - it was far too painful that i was numbed.

my father tried helping me get comfortable by placing a pillow under my legs for support. men can get rather rough sometimes and he moved me too much in the process. my ribs hurt even more and suddenly it happened.

"click!" was the soft sound i could hear. under my hands, i felt something move. i felt something going back into place. could it be possible? right immediately, the pain died down. i felt so much better, so relieved. today was the first day of my life that i couldn't wait to get out of bed, but also the day i've gone through hell.

now you seeeeeeeeeee? not i want de lorr. continuing the story in the less descriptive, compo-y format.

i went to kk hospital A&E. when i told the doctor about the bone moving back bit, she looked at me in disbelief. she had that "are you sure or not? i don't believe what you're saying" look. .___. she asked me what's the pain level, i told her 9. she asked me if i had cried.

my reply was no (i have super good pain tolerance). and she said okay, if cry, pain level is 6. so your pain level would be 5. -.-

okay lahh, she so smart, ownself say my pain level is 5. then what's the use of asking me? and she's not me, how would she know? -.-

got 1 day mc, mummy told me to rest at home.

was worried cause today i'm supposed to have a maths test. annabel sms-ed. maths test postponed to monday. wheeeeeeeeeeeees~

everything went okay for me (after that horrific experience).

and it's because i left everything to God. i was praying to God to help me through this. cause i didn't understand what's happening. what's going on inside of me. only He knows. i think God helped me to align back the rib. (:

doctor: muscle pain. .-. no fractures.

lols, then how come the bone move? is that the best explanation you've got? hmm, to me, if a doctor doesn't give me a good reasonable explanation of what's going on, i would conclude that that doctor doesn't know his/her thing. isn't that true?

and God helped me to not worry so much by having the test to be postponed.

and i learned something very important today.

that i must trust in God, and leave all my worries and troubles to Him. for He knows what He's doing and what's going to happen. His ways are always the best ways and God answers prayers! ^^

i ♥ God! ^^

the area there is still pain but not as sharp as in the morning.

haii.. (*sigh*)

i really hate missing school.