wasn't feeling well, (or too good) yesterday. ):

and yesterday was my chinese test. boos! totally deja vu or something. (and yes i know the word is not deja vu ._.)

went to the doc's yesterday. same old thing lurhhs. what else can they tell you? especially when my doc is on long mc, and i see different doctors each time. "oh, your bones are a little shallow for both knees, that's why keep dislocating." "if painful, you can't really help it" "you could consider for operation when you're older." "you need to do exercises to strengthen the muscles." blah blah, always same de. now, the another problem gets roped in. my back~ it's been hurting me quite a lot. i do want to emphasize the a lot bit. cause it really is A LOT. it constantly hurts 24/7, which is quite painful. and it gets worse when a specific part of it hurts. so it's like painful pain + specific painful pain = super pain. seriously, i think i have a very high pain tolerance already. and to top it off, i don't take pain killers.

also saw the podiatrist. my heel grew fatter. -.- lols, quite dumb. but it any case it means i'm still growing. yays! ^^ and the orthopedic doctor said that my bones aren't fully matured yet. (though i know the x-ray had been taken quite long ago. -.-) hahas, just giving myself false hope. :X

so reached home was quite late. bathed, didn't have tuition. don't know if it's because tuition teacher wanted to concentrate on di or because i not well. hmm.. went to sleep at 8pm. woke up by noisy people in the room (di and daddy). they so inconsiderate lor. when didi sleeps, nobody makes a sound in the room. but for me? don't know what they do also. but went back to sleep. woke up again at 1am+. don't know why saw that my com was still on (actually haven't even log in yet), stupidly went to log in to shut down when i could shut it down through that log in page. -.-

went to pack my bag and brushed my teeth (i didn't, or forgot to brush my teeth when bathing then wanted to, mummy inside the toilet already. but i needed to go sleep mahh, so bo bian le.)

today: forgot to bring *ahem*. and my watch. and i think i lost a clip in school. don't know how also, maybe i've absent minded-ly left it on the toilet sink there. oh well~ i had to make do with a clip less. .-.

actually, a clip is what charissa calls it as a charissa lazy to go comb that part of the hair tool. like i comb my hair okay already, then tie le. but don't know why also every time tie with rubber band, all goes messy again. so just go make neat and clip. (then the behind part of the clip messy. -.-) i really admire those people (*ahem* girls/women/females/ladies) who can tie their hair up so neat de. and every time i tie, always have some strands which will pull my head which is super painful. ):

i really detest the school skirt. i mean the inner lining. it's super irritating especially when carrying school bag. like today, it was super uncomfortable cause it went all the way up. it went up until my thighs there? and like when i walk, it restrains me from walking normally. (just imagine that i'm wearing those tight skirts lurhh, in the appropriate way please. (:)

paper 1's next friday. goshhhhhh~ i think... i think.... i think i might fail my chinese paper 1! ): i don't know how to write a proper 作文, and i don't even know how to write a stupid 公函. ): just pray that i don't fall sick (again) that day. it'll be super disastrous.

still thinking if i should write argumentative essay or narrative for english paper 1 part 1. cause, if based on this year, i've been maintaining the standard of a 25/30 for my argumentative essay. but if based on this year's compo (highest mark de) it's a 27/30. of course would consider narrative, but i'm a little stiff on it. haven't wrote a compo since.. mid year's paper 1. -.-

had been blog hopping, and found a video. (and nopes, i'm not gonna put it up here, you go find it yourself on youtube. (:)

it's called haptic mission. it's quite boring at times. but quite funny too. i think. starring 3 of the F4 members and one girl whom i'm not sure if she's from bof or something. all pretty korean girls look quite a like, especially if have long hair. yeahh, and another reason why i'm watching it cause kim hyun joong is in it. lols. XD but i think he's cute, random and super blur lahh. XD especially the part where (episode 3?) he was on the bus with kim joon (?). i forgot what they were talking about le, but i only remembered that he suddenly randomed something about UFO. so cute lahh. i think he likes space lots. XD and like when they went to some amusement park, all the girls went crazy. like super crazy. you could see one big humongous crowd chasing after the 2 of them. pretty scary.

i wonder how celebrities deal with their fans when they go out. i think they wouldn't have any privacy at all. sometimes i wonder how it's like to be rich and famous? but it's quite dumb lurhhs. i think i rather have the privacy. and it's a sure thing that a person will change a lot (in terms of character, moral values, and priorities, blahs) when he/she becomes super rich and famous. don't you think so?

what crap am i babbling about now?

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new phone = expensive.

i want a new phone. kays not a want but a need but i know it's gonna cost a bomb. like certain models but it's far too expensive lurhhs. what $900+? idk.

mummy's planning/ deciding/ wondering/ asking if we would want to go to australia. gold coast and another place (melbourne?). forgot le. but that another place's attraction would be penguins! ^^ penguins are super cute! (maybe i have no idea how they smell like..) but i love penguins. *ahem* of course is those cute small ones lurhh. not those big (some big ones are cute too) and fierce-looking ones.

then it'll be like my what? 3rd time going to australia? feed kangaroos again? i hope. (: when they lick your hand, it's so ticklish. XD but i don't like those fierce kangaroos, they're super rough de. hahs. XD

i've just realised i took quite a long time to blog. ._. and that's because..








(though it may be super boring and meaningless to read, and it wouldn't brighten up your day or whatever, or if you don't even care about anything written here at all. but what? i don't care. (: cause i feel happy myself when writing all these nonsensical stuff down. ^^)

gotta work hard over the long weekends. (:

i'm super sad that i can't take part in mini olympics. ): if i could, i would choose bball, table tennis, captain's ball, and relay. ):