i know i should be studying right now, but.. i think i study too much le. serious. so much that i can't sleep at night. (stupid me, trying to recall the stuff i "memorised": quite dumb. ._.) hmm, i don't know. because this is the the uber-ly packed week, i think my mind can't take it. like, i didn't memorised as hard as i did for geog ct (until i could remember which info is on which page of my notes and which section. i could even visualise everything in my teeny tiny mind. :O)

i guess i'm might flunk everything. overload le~! help!! ): haven't even finish geog notes yet. ): and the test is coming real soon! maybe might do in class (if i can concentrate and am not lazy. :/) but tomorrow's gonna be a short day. *sighs* chinese oral this saturday. and so gonna flunk it. having problems with speaking in chinese, always say the wrong words, even so correct, say wrongly (as in the 读音). mummy encourages me to hang in there for 2 more years. is it jc don't need take chinese? o.o i have no idea, but if don't need, i'll be like super elated. XD

sunday. :O

kkays, had to wake up very early. and i think i didn't sleep sia! like i couldn't sleep the night before. and i kept tossing about in bed, wishing i could sleep. i so poor thing sia. want to sleep but can't. ): then i felt like i had been awake for quite a while and before i knew it, my alarm went off. and i think i slept after that. ):

so i was superly tired when i woke up the second time. and i couldn't even open my eyes. then washed up, changed and left the house with mummy. obviously was a little late meeting vivian and angeline. so sorry. and i was freaking cold so i wore my jacket. (: vivian said she can't see my shorts. :O the shirt too big le! not my size. heard from her that they ran out of 'S'. and i was wondering why i've got an 'M' instead of 'S'. thought someone went to exchange with mine cause i wasn't around when they gave out the tees. (went for cca training).

ate breakfast and we cab-ed there. very crowded and blahhs. rained. and shoes were soaked. feet a little damp. :O worried that i was getting blisters. ):

then had the warm up thing, which i didn't do at all. lols. quite dumb lor. it's more like a dancing class. XD (with very bad dance moves. ) and the charity walk/run thing started. we waited until everybody else left then we started, cause it was super crowded. so right at the back we were. hahs, and vivian ran off. then met her again. and we brisk walked. so i started walking faster (or were they lagging behind?). yeahs, and soon i couldn't see them anymore. so i continued on with my walk. blahhs. one thing good about walking alone is that nobody else can control your speed. you can walk as fast as you like. (:

so walked real fast and out-walked many people. (and i started behind!) turned around at the 2.5km mark, and walked more. and met vivian and angeline on the way back (which was quite far from the mark, i think). and she just turned around and walked the same way back as me. vivian! never walk 5km horr. so naughty.

so in the end, i walked faster than them and they were not to be seen again. saw liling and kimberly running. and walking. run, walk, run, walk. i think i still walked faster than them in the end. the last part i had stitches, hurts, but i continued. (: so i finished the whole thing in about 45minutes. (with just walking.)

and got myself milo. (: and went to check the condition of my heel. it starting hurting on the way back. i think the rain soaked my feet wet and the skin folded so it hurt. got a blister on my toe. ): then went back to see if i could see vivian. and so qiao, saw her and angeline finishing. (:

i was feeling so happy cause i walked really fast (despite my feet hurting and my knees too, and had stitches). and i felt like i could walk another 5km. however, my feet held me back. really hurts. ):

went to get a balloon. and so stupid sia. when mummy brought me back to church by cab, the balloon started deflating and it sank. ): heart broken. but i managed to take a pic of it before it couldn't float anymore. (:


went to church, ate second breakfast. :O and church friends thought i went to the gym/physio and stuff. seriously felt so weird cause i only wore a tee and fbts. and the rest wore nice clothes. ahhhs. but who cares lurhh. (: then went for class and we learnt about REVELATION. the scary book. got quite confused though. :S but we only touched on it briefly. seriously can't wait for Jesus' second coming. and from what my confused mind knows (i think only ahh), is that during the millennium when Satan is being captured or something, Jesus will reign the Earth physically. that's like so awesome! ^^ (kays, not sure if it's accurate. gotta really read up on revelation and understand it better).

today.

lazy to write it all. :O

but one thing i definitely need write. (:

i played bball today and i felt it was very fulfulling. cause i didn't expect that i could shoot some hoops like without the ability of jumping like a normal teenager. i just used my right leg to hop (not even jump). and it felt real awesome. (: the feeling when the ball just goes in the basket. it's like something i can't describe. :D gonna play it more often. (: maybe if have the guys play or something if not i will feel uber weird if like my class go for real p.e. lesson and me playing bball, with other classes looking at me. :O bet you can't imagine me (a girl) play bball. wish to be my old self again. leg jiayous! ^^ and just to let whoever reading's this know, i used to be a tomboy. like play sports and stuff, especially with the guys. didn't like wearing skirts/dresses. hated school uni. (primary school). but i guess ever since my leg you know, then my whole life changed. super drastic sia. like drama like that. XD

pics. :O



and i think i'm obssessed with taking emo-y pics. but rest assured, i'm not emo. (:

goshh, look at the time. :O super worried for tomorrow. ): hope can chiong a little before ct.

P.S. didn't check through.