maths common test was like ermms. :S

): quite worried lahh. when doing, still feeling happy lehhs. then after test, people keep saying their answers and blah blah. i don't like hear, make me feel more insecure. *pouts* especially the lastest question. other people answer hundred+, even have thousand+, then my answer only 35 (if i can remember clearly.) so far lehhs. (!) now i feel worried lahh. stupid ears. XD

so today was the most relaxing one, except for the common test. D; if no me like lots, my bag so light can throw in the air! wheeeees~ ^^

so today's okay. XD fun day i guess.

nobody call me kays? my phone want no money le. XD so fast sia! must go ask daddy get me monthly plan XD. and i want new phoneeee! saw someone have nice one, but don't know the model. :X but i think it's nokia de. ^^

ahh, i can't think of anything else to blog about. :F maybe later if have, then i edit. :D cause i always have something in my mind that i want to say, but then by the time i pen it down on blog, forgot le. so forgetful sia~ XD

//edited.

just remembered something which happened to me last night. kays, occasionally i get sleep paralysis, don't ask me why, but i just do. so ya, last night had an episode of it. but this one is the scariest! serious, i nearly cried. :X cause i had a dream before i had the sleep paralysis and it was so connected, it was scary. sometimes when i'm half asleep, half awake, going to sleep stage, i do dream. (:P i'm a big dreamer.)

kays, this is the scariest dream. my whole dream was dull (meaning no colour). and dull dreams = not good. cause it will most likely be a nightmare. so i was in front of a mirror? dancing. don't ask me why. i was dancing for fun, like those play play de. then suddenly when i was going towards to the right (off the mirror's view), something came out from the left, with a dark shadow behind. that something looked like me. seriously don't know why. then when i saw the dark shadow, it just turned and i realised it was a ghost (never saw how it looked like), then it came for me. i screamed in my dream and thought in my dream "ahhs! it's a ghost" (i can't believe i can think in my dream). so when i felt the ghost over me, i suddenly woke up (unknowingly), in my sleep paralysis mode. so i thought i was still dreaming. until my eyes got used to my surroundings. but when the ghost came over me, i had this force pushing me backwards, like someone pushed me and i fell backwards. maybe that impact woke me?

so scary lahh! ): i could actually feel the ghost. so my sleep paralysis was scary. always when i have sleep paralysis, i would hear an extra ringing sound which is different from my tinitus. and i could still feel the ghost even after my sleep paralysis was over. i was so scared to fall asleep again. ): but i prayed to God which calmed me down. (:

don't hope for this to happen again. i would go mad if it does. and i realised that my sleep paralysis can actually happen when i sleeping on my side, normally it happens when i'm on my back. maybe really got ghost. :X

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Jack: ERr.... train-ed LOL!!! abit lame ==" hahaha =X U are taller than HZ LOL!! she sooo short =D
if she short, i also should be short. XD

ahjon: *sprinkle magic powders* hah. tagboard will be alive, for a second. x) haO la. nights.
hahas. XD thank you so muchh. ^^

CASSANDRA: Tagged :D
thanks much (: