e-learning gives charissa lots of stress. ):

yesterday was fun! :D watched ghosts of girlfriend's past and i think it was nice. yups, should go watch, cried a little yeps. but a little a-hemm.. mature themes lahh, but not that bad. quite funny though.

so today, i woke up like at 9.15am, then washed up and got ready for school. made cheese toasts, and left home. then walked up the stupid hill which made me all tired. ): then i felt a little scared cause like the school was almost empty, really. then had to sign my name, in case get H1N1 i suppose? then can trace you. blahs.

cca was not that tedious lah, but the time spent there was, for me. seriously, my attention span was like nothing le, so i didn't do much. kept playing with xin yu's mini rubik's cube. ^^ then everyone, except those who had eaten lunch, cabbed down to east point to eat kfc. yums. :D then xin yu and wei ling, and their friend wanted to play some fishing game which i thought was quite cute lahh. hehes.

then we cabbed back, and i think right the taxi drivers were very nice, cause 5 people all squished in a cab. and they didn't really scold us, just joked like that? then came back, mm time. didn't do much, don't know why either. i guess we are going to chiong all on friday.

then came back home, cousins came. they were all like hyper. O.O

but i guai guai, after bathing went to do my homework lahh. aiyah, me is guai kia mahh. then my xiao gu always say i role model. :D everyone must learn from me. ^^

no lahh, i not saying i very perfect, just forget the crap i wrote up there.

sian, feel like have so many homework, for e-learning. then some more still have holiday homework. groans. i'm like strugging real hard for 作文, my writing really cham, especially for 周记; me not good at expressing myself lahh. in english have problems le, and now in chinese? mann.. so i don't like doing reflections, opinions, suggestions, and stuff that has got to do with them and more. blehs.

so i'm quite tired. not feeling too good, maybe not going to school tomorrow. afraid that i might be coming down with the flu. ): hate them.

seriously, [maybe i'm sorta ignorant (?) or something..] but what's with H1N1? especially in singapore? i don't get it mann.. to me, it's like any normal flu. people just get down with a flu, get quaratined. so poor thing. like, it's just a normal flu. like so far, nobody has died from it in singapore, why so scared? i don't know why some people so scared of it. i'm not scared of it. it's just some stupid flu that "kills" people. maybe, the killing part is that the person's immune system chao lan, then the virus kill him lahh. not because the virus so deadly that it kills? i don't know.. i think it's crap!

but one thing good is have longer holiday lahh, which means more e-learning.. mann, i wonder why singapore got so high-tech that we need not go to school to learn. aiyahh, if really so high-tech then next time in the future, when babies are born, a microchip of intelligence would be installed into their brains and everyone would be so smart and clever. schools would be demolished and everyone would live happily ever after! :D [stupid daydream that would never come true. -.-]

i know that intelligence is a good thing, but it's dangerous. i think it's still better that you make use of your intelligence in a good way? not in a bad way. like making bombs, and nuclear power, blahs. i mean so what if you are so smart and stuff but you use it in the wrong way? hate that. i rather that the whole world be dumb and stupid and be innocent, free from deadly weapons, and threats and dangers and unlawful stuff [like stealing]. the world would be a better place? and our children's children's children's, etc. would live to the fullest in a bright and joyful world! :D yays! ^^

want to learn nice and easy piano songs. and i see those talented people play their composed songs i feel sooooo ______________. don't know what word to use, remember i can't express myself properly? always use wrong word. maybe if i work hard, i can be a famous and talented pianist and composer! muahahahas. [a wish that will never come true, let the little girl here keep on dreaming bahs.. :P]

oh mann, my elbow accidentally squished and messed up that cooling pad meant for my forehead. now have one hole in the goo-ey thing le. D;

going to sleep now, mummy will scold if i don't. and me eye bags will get worse. hehs, maybe i can be a legendary human panda! ^^

nights. ♥

my table is realy messy. and i don't like the table cloth/plastic that mummy used.