haven't been posting. ): chiong-ing e-learning mahh. hai..

kays, apparently lots of things happened, and obviously i have forgotten them all. ): i think i have short term memory luhh. so fast forget. must be all those homework. hahas.

important thing first.
my grandma got admitted into hospital. ): ahhh, all because of a fall, and she's in great pain. and she had like 3 falls in total this year. which is not good, especially to a 87 (?) year old. ): really sad. then she's in hospital cause the doctor wants to run some tests in her, maybe to see what is causing the pain? but i think she has some spine compression. her swollen feet is so much better already. can remember them to be so red and big. just pray that she gets better. :D

kays. that day was a thursday. and on that same day, i also go see doctor. i spammed see sia! ^^ even though spent quite a lot of time in the hospital but at least i just need to waste one day. so off i went to get my insoles, then to physio. then to see some generic doctor [don't know their name but i seeing because of dizziness and seeing black spots, thee kind that see you when you want to faint de..]. and my leg doctor.

let's talk about it. was doing my science workbook during the free time. and i was laughing cause the mcq questions quite funny. the people really have nothing better to write. kays 2 examples. [the chapter i doing is that sick one. urghh..]

Which of the following will not happen during puberty in males?
1. A beard starts to grow.
2. Hair on the head grows faster. [oh my goodness.. freaking funny lahh.]
3. Penis and testes increase in size.
4. Voice box enlarges and voice deepens.

this one even better.

What is the purpose of reproduction in animals?
1. To ensure that the species continues to live on.
2. To increase in size and grow more.
3. To produce more food for the species.
4. To remove unwanted substances from the body. [O.O rights? made me laugh so hard.]

kays, the generic doctor says that my symptoms relate to an panic attack. O.O i don't think so lor, and some more want me to see a psychiatrist [had a hard time spelling this. XD]. then mummy emailed me on a website with a video about a panic attack. and the person gets it when he/she is very anxious or worried. until cannot breathe properly or something. which might lead to black out. and mine's not! mine is i see the black spots, then normally can't breathe properly. lol, and don't tell me just get out of the toilet after a bath can get anxious de. -.- don't care.

then to the leg doctor. apparently, my doctor not here so saw another doctor. and the way he said it made it sound seriously complicated, my condition i mean. he was like having this stern look or something and talking really fast. cause first, my knee the bone very shallow, no groove. then my ligaments very lax. then, the tissue/ligaments/ don't know what injured or overstretched, because of a past history of dislocations. then some more, my knee caps do not sit in the middle, they just like to sit at the sides where it comes out from. and because i'm a female, and all females have bigger hips for the baby, my hips are rotated which means that my knee comes out more easily. and my muscle wastage. oh my. ): i felt like crying in the room cause it's inborn de. and an operation means pain, more muscle wastage and a scar. ): and the doctor says i can't be tall. and he says that i'm tall already. oh my, feel like slapping him lahhs. i have low self-esteem cause i feel i very short then he some more go say i tall?

kays. done with the long ramblings. then after i saw the doctor, i took my height and weight at some machine. all the clinics have. :D i was surprised by what the machine told me lahh. like totally O.O. want know why? cause i grown 1 cm taller! :D but i still feel so short. but that's not the surprising thing. it's that my weight now is 44.9kg, aiya quite close to 45 but still consider it at 44. but like i'm totally shocked lahh. the last time i was measure was at kkh, on 19 may, and that day was only 25 june about a month and i lost 2.6kg? i think something's wrong. ahh, but lighter better for me and my knee. feel not so heavy le. i remembered i ever hit a 48.5 (?) before. but i'm underweight now. never been that way before. and i keep getting not much appetite for food. only sometimes when i got mood then will eat a lot. ): like for dinner i can only eat a plate of rice and some soup and that's it, sometimes just rice also can. but i'm not going on a diet kays? i think dieting is unhealthy.

i blabble so much. oh well, that's what you get if i don't blog when so many things happened.

have a new friend now! :D and his name is called jonathan. then yesterday we go do videocall while wearing caps. so funny. :D but i abit shy lahh on webcam mahh. but really really fun. then he never tell me he neeed study for exams, which is on this monday. and i feel so bad for disturbing him lahh. D; then we some more play until so late. but it's really fun to video call. anyone have webcam my try! :D hahas, and if you webcam not so good, then you'll get pixelated! :D i like pixel games but i don't like to get pixelated. quite weird writing all that up there. :S

and oh yaa, yesterday a big huge bee/ wasp or whatever thing came into my room. it's really really huge! not lying. then i was guai guai doing my homework in my room after din din, then suddenly have this sound, don't know how to describe it. i thought it was the neighbours upstairs. then i looked at the light, then that thing was flying inside it. oh might. then i was so scared i screamed and walked out of the room. i would run if i could. then looking at it from the outside of the room, it looked like a frog. no seriously, even my di says so. then mummy brave soul go open the windows, turned off the lights and closed the door shut.

then after a nice show of boys over flowers, the thing was gone! :D yay! thanks mummy. <3

i like boys over flowers and everyone should go watch it. :D

left with chiense and geog homework. :D

e-learning starts again tomorrow. D:

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HUITING!: heyo! found your blog hahahha (x
:D i didn't know people would want to find my blog.

ahjon: get over with ur elearning bah!! hahas. PINK is indeed striking, caught my attention @.@ alrights, tc
pink is nice, it's a girly colour! take cares horr. :D

//edited:
oh my goodness no fair. my mummy bought a new laptop for my di. and it's a vaio! ): i wanted that too but that time too expensive so mummy never buy for me. wah lao no fair! D: *sigh* what to do? mummy loves di di more mahh..