me is back! :D

hai.. so long never blog already. ): and my lappy is back! the computer guy said that my com is already slow, then have lots of stuff so it lags even more, so the tablet cannot use. so he go help me restart everything. now like new com le..

i think church camp was fun. ^^ first day not so lahh, cause like almost end of day le.

second day had team building games which was fun! and right, i got to throw water bombs at other people, how cool is that? but i got wet because, one of the water bombs was not tied properly so when i flinged it behind my back, the water just gushed out. and my whole back was wet. .-. how dumb is that? felt so stupid. i just bomb-ed myself, so smart.

then the third day we went on a hike! and i went the furthest i could kays? me not lazy and opted out of it. the day before, the people showed us a list of items to buy. 2 which are compulsory,and we had only $10, so we had to choose 5 items. so have 3 more right? then have 3 priceless items which value at $0 lahh. so my group in the end spent every single cent we have.

so on the third day we were supposed to buy those items, which were going to be no use to us excpet for the compulsory ones. it turned out that the priceless items came at a cost, the other teams had to walk even further. kays so we had to walk to certain places to go buy stuff and take photos. so we walked from aloha changi to e-hub, furthest point. i can't believe that. O.O i also didn't go e-hub before so i was like woahh. nice place yaa?

but on the way back, just a km more away to the chalet, i sorta almost blacked out. ): i think it's my blood problem thingy? don't know lahh, keep seeeing those black spots. but then someone who was stationed back there drove me back. and she said that i was dehydrated so a possibility of me going to black out. then after that day, my seeing black spots became more often and i get really high in my head ya know.. :S

so i slept at 5am on the third day, wanted to stay up all night, but there's no one already. kays lahh, have people lahh, but it's the guys. lol. i can't possibly ask a guy to keep awake with me? like, "can you stay awake with me please?" in the cutest voice ever and fluttering your eyes, and do what?

yups, and i'm back. and i love the camp except for the sharing parts. have to talk. lol. and oh ya, we had to do a skit for the bbq night and i had to act as the weirdest and most >< part. i had to be basheba, some girl from the bible. so i had to be bathing. and like how am i supposed to act as though i'm bathing? it was scary ya.. but we had to make use of props given to us by the comm, so i used this big plastic transparent sheet (meant to be for the dustbin), and wrapped myself in it like a towel, and i just twirled my hair. so stupid. eeks! and i kept laughing. just so funny. me no good at acting and talking, really envious of those who have the gift of the gab. hais...

so ya, then during dorm discussion that night, the girls teased me. i knew it! anyway, got an awful sun tan from that day, and i'm like sorta super blacky right now. my goodness. and there's this like line from the sleeves of my shirt. and my leg like is super horrible. ): grrrrr..

but like during the hike, i wore my cap, and i totally refused to tie my hair, cause i detest doing that. so like one of my group members said that i looked like a japanese super star like that and asked if i was sorta jap blooded? ahahas, i can pass of as a japanese? (: no lahh, i don't think so.

so we got our camp tee, and i got an s which seem really huge. woahh, almost cover my shorts le.

and i liked that camp theme song, which was composed my our own people, so talented right? :D

awww, i'm starting to miss the camp already, and i feel quite loved there cause like some people are grateful for me being there. awwwww, cause i speak up. [because i needed to share]. but still the love is there. ^^

aiya, i can type type here so much, then in real life i speak so little. me feel so hypocritic. (?) but i guess this is what goes on in my head, yaaa, but then in real like, no. well, people appreciate me more for being quiet and then opening up, which is a good thing.

but i think something is awfully wrong with me cause i get stage fright even when sharing with my group of about 7 people. arghhh. gotta get over this phobia.

i feel like the whole world just seemed to have changed a lot ever since i came back.

gotta be faithful in doing quiet time now, i'm a bad christian. ): keep forgetting.

it's so hot here and there, i kept sweating like some mad woman, so i was like looking for windy places like sitting/ standing right in front of the fan? then like i was standing in front of the wall fan and someone asked me what i was doing there and i pointed to the fan. (: i so smart.

i think it's kinda weird: me just writing somebody, someone blah blah, like i've forgotten who i talked to or something. but i can remember kays? just that if i wrote it here, would you have known them?

yups, my com's different now, all my bookmarks are gone. ): sobs. gotta start finding game sites le.

but i need go sleep lahhh. ):

): still have homework. chinese book. ): ): ): ):

oh ya, i didn't buy fbts, it's not that my mummy didn't allow or something, we went to the shop, but when i saw it, it just looked different. i didn't liked them, but when i saw other people at the camp wearing them, i felt like having them too. ): and i realised that the hot pink one is really nice! :D

flabby floppy arms. ):

no photos! ): actually have lahh [of me], but my irritating di will say that i'm a bimbo, but i'm not. too innocent to be one. (:

nights.

zzzzzzzz...

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